Friday, March 17, 2006


There were no smiles from Matthew today. Just quiet acceptance of the way life can be.

2 comments:

Denise said...

such a brave little soldier....hang in there my darlin!!! it will get better, God has you in His arms always, loving you well!!!! if you don't feel like smiling then don't darlin, just be strong for the rest of us!!! we love you so!

Grandma W said...

Those withdrawal symptoms are horrible for Matthew and horrible to watch him go through them. There is nothing or nobody that can comfort him through these periods. He makes an effort; but his pain in within an so deep. Matthew has such a quiet, soft cry that tears your heart out. You want to scream for him. This too shall pass, sweet baby. Hopefully, this time it won't take as long to shake that monkey off your back. He looks at you hoping you can make it all better and you feel so helpless. Mommy's face is the next best thing. Sleep is the best cure for this condition; but sleep is hard to find. Love you, Matthew, grandma w